Buried Feelings About God

This blog has been so hard to write. I just haven't known what to say.

It's been a crazy time for me. I knew surgery would be interesting, I didn't expect it to wipe me out the way it did. It wasn't just that there was more pain, it was that I was downright exhausted too.

This month, our roof started leaking. I personally, associate the roof with God, higher self, or other crown chakra energy. Of course, being me, I had to look at what was going on.

Water leaks often can be associated with grief or tears. Did I have a lot of grief with God? I didn't really know. I was trying to address it, did energy work on the home and self. It seemed to get cleared and yet, it leaked again.

Then I did a technique from Rachel Archelaus. She teaches Intuitive Art, which is another way to find out what is going on when you just can't find the answers looking straight on.

I was doing this process for issues with reading my scriptures. Why wasn't I reading? My results were interesting. There was some anger, some disconnect, and way over on the side, there was a big ball of sadness. There is that sadness idea again.

I took to healing. Why was I angry? Why was I sad? I have been dealing with a lot of layers but I want to tell you about one.

I was promised in three different blessings that I would heal quickly. A week ago, as of writing this, I was told that in a week I would be able to be off of the crutches, still using the brace. Well, here I am, not only am I still on the crutches, but a spider scare caused me to jerk my knee into a place of great pain so I couldn't put any weight on my leg for a while.

I lost it. I cried about broken promises and feeling betrayed. Promises of a sweetheart. Promises of healing, and it's not going so fast. Promises of a “beautiful home with the necessities of life”. I have so many promises given to me in priesthood blessings that aren't coming true that I feel anger and betrayal. This is showing up in this intuitive art, in my home leak, and in this overall depression I have had in the last little while.

It's hard to admit that I have been angry and felt hurt and betrayed by God. No wonder I haven't wanted to read scriptures and I have not had much desire to return to church when I do get better. I love the scriptures and I love church and I believe it to be true but there are all these hurt feelings.

With awareness comes healing. Now I know where to heal the deepest hurts. I know what I am really feeling so I can really deal with it.

Do you have similar things going on in your life? Feelings you just can't figure out. Maybe you have signs coming at you in your body, your home, or even through different intuitive methods. Are you giving yourself permission to receive the messages and go deep into healing? I sure hope so. If you need help, I'm super happy to help you come to a place of peace.

With love from my heart to yours,

Michele

Intuitive Healer

Healing homes and the Soul's who love them.

In Me, In My House

Last week, I shared some about what I do as a house intuitive. This week, I want to share some results stories.

One client sought my services because her child was away from home and having a scary experience. I was able to take care of the demons and beyond that, I was able to add light and angels to protect them. The report was that the child was able to sleep peacefully and had sensed a pillar of light in the room.

Another client was frustrated with some unfinished houses. They'd build and then not finish. They were also holding on tight to the home, even though they wanted to sell it. The report back was that within 24 hours of my work, which included some generational work about not finishing things, the spouse who wasn't informed of the session began to finish the house and get it ready for sale.

I have a lot of fun hearing back after a session. Many comments will be, “that energy that you didn't quite understand, well it was about...” and they'd go on to explain how it made perfect sense to them. I have had stories of people feeling compelled to clean a room after I cleared the energy, often after years of avoiding that part of their house.

One of the most profound experiences is in my own situation. This is a prime example of why I don't just work on homes. I work on the people who live in them too when they allow it.

For years, our back fence was falling down. It was frustrating me, but I really didn't know what to do with it.

I began to have some serious problems with my neighbors. I would try all kinds of things to repair the energy, but it just wasn't doing anything.

I built an energetic wall between our homes. I live in a duplex and these were the people on the other side of the wall. They started building up the fence that divided our yards. That made me laugh, knowing I had built an energetic wall.

One day, when things got really bad, I had a friend help me see what I couldn't. It's not uncommon for a healer to struggle to see their own energy. She saw a big hole in the back of the yard where the negative energy was getting in. I discovered that I had a hole in the back of my aura. The cause was that “God doesn't have my back.” I felt so unprotected by Him.

I took the necessary steps to heal the hole in the energy at the back of my yard. I took the steps to heal my aura. I took the steps to heal my beliefs about God. I chose to believe that He is always looking out for me, protecting me, keeping me safe.

About a week later, our neighborhood decided to do a cleanup blitz. They chose a few houses to help. Ours was on the list. First time ever that we made that list. They came to our home and cleaned up the fence. They put it up as best as they could. It was no longer falling over, still using the old boards. I was in awe that it happened so quickly. A few months later, the city decided to put our irrigation ditch underground. In the process, the fence was replaced.

Healing the energy in our homes and the energy in us creates miracles in our lives. I'm forever grateful for the skills I have.

If you want to learn more about what I do and how to work with me, feel free to send me an email. yourhouseintuitive@gmail.com

With love from my heart to yours,

Michele

Intuitive Healer

Healing homes and the people who love them.

What's a House Intuitive

I'm a house intuitive. I say that but what does it mean? I want to share a bit of what that means and invite you to consider working with me.

I tune into the energy of a home. Each home has a history, even if it is just the energy of the land or builders. The arguments we've had leave residue in the home. The beliefs we've had about our bodies, leave residue in the homes. The homes can hold our sadness, depression, and a whole lot more. When there is a remodel, the energy doesn't always shift. There are so many things that affect our homes, which in turn affect us.

One fun story was when I did group healings. I did one in which a roof was missing energetically from a house. When I shared the notes, I got feedback from one lady that her home had been in a hurricane and their roof was blown off. I don't know if the roof was energetically missing and attracted the hurricane or if it was the hurricane that caused the missing energy. I do know that it was amazing feedback for what I was seeing.

Sometimes, our own beliefs affect the house and that could even be left in the home. Another story was when a client was frustrated because the efforts she was using to cleanse her home weren't working. Sage, bells, clapping, etc. they just weren't working. When I looked, I found an energetic pattern hiding in the walls. It came out every two weeks and the impression I had was that's when previous tenants fought about money.

I had one time where the roof was about 6 feet above the place where the roof was meant to be. In that case, the phrase, “let's blow the roof off of this place” actually created the energetic roof blown off. Eventually, that home would have had roof damage of some kind.

“What's said in this room, stays in this room.” We've all heard it and some of you have said it. What you didn't realize is that you were locking that energy in the room. As it's often a secret that is rather negative or talking about someone behind their backs, you can imagine what that does to a home. I prefer comments like, “This stays between you, me, and the Lord above,” or “this is confidential.” We want to include the universe or deity, or we'll create that cord between us and I don't want to keep that kind of energy around any more than I want it in my home.

The good news is, just because it got trapped in your home, doesn't mean it has to stay. That's what a house intuitive is for. I tune into the energy of your home and sometimes even your own energy with permission of course. I also take the steps to resolve it.

Most of my work I do remotely on my time but occasionally I'll get on a video chat to do the healing. Right now, to have my services, send an email to me. I'll answer questions and we can discuss the details of what it takes to hire me. yourhouseintutive@gmail.com

It's a fascinating business and I love the results people share with me. More on that next week.

With love from my heart to yours,

Michele

Intuitive Healer

Healing homes and the people who love them.